Thursday, December 12, 2013




- Michelle :)

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

No more hard times

Have you heard this song? I first stumbled across this beautiful version of this song years ago when I saw the movie Georgia. It's the story of two sisters who lead completely different lives. I loved the movie so much. It made me cry and while it was on cable all those years ago every time it was on I would stop what I was doing and watch it. Maybe because I have a sister and we are totally different it resonated. The thing that haunts me most about this movie is this song. I loved it then. i never really thought about it after I got off my cable movie kick, but I did think it was beautiful. One day about a year ago I was laying in bed, thinking - dwelling actually as I do have away of doing, and suddenly this song the chorus escaped from my lips. I could not stop singing it loudly and out of tune of course. I immediately jumped out of bed and said girl get this caca straight already! I went searching for it online listened to it and sang along for a good 15 minutes. I felt every little twang of Mare's voice. I allowed myself to feel how I felt in that moment... Some residual sorrow washed over me and then that was that. Mending mending mending. I began to begin again. But that time I really dug my heels into rewriting the beautiful story of me. The chorus of this song has become a little mantra. I have added it to my prayers it's what I say when I have a random Gemini moment and get down in the dumps. I find so much of the music I have always loved calls to me almost like there's a secret message or code the universe is trying to tell me. I like discovering how a song will leave me. The thoughts it puts in my brain. It equals the playing field. I'm not the only one come across hard times. I realized that day a year ago like I seriously realized that happiness is a choice and you must embrace it. When the caca comes banish it away. This song reminds me of the day I got my happy back.


- Michelle :)

Know who you are




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Monday, December 9, 2013
















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Life snaps

It's just about the end of the year. 2013 has been a huge year for me. My life has honestly never been better. I feel so pleased with myself - satisfied - accomplished. Mostly I feel proud of all I have been able to do. I'm rededicating time to myself and this blog in the next year. I have many many projects I'm working on but my heart still lives here. So here I am again to give you dear reader whoever you are a peek into my world. What I'm up to. Maybe im posting so I can chronicle this time a time of peace and solace a time of goodness and luv so when I need it, need to feel safe and warm and capable I can come back here to now this moment ( cause that's all we have this one moment this now) and touch it.

I recently had my tarot cards read. It was so empowering and healing to see how my cards read the story of my life. My past. My now. And a peek into my future. I was reassured I was not to blame for the outcome of my failed marriage that I may have played a slight hand but it was not me that lead me down the path I'm on ... The path I was meant to be on. It was simply my destiny. I was reminded of who I am. My power my gift my heart and soul all laid there clearly for anyone who has the skill set to see. I was amazed. I cried and I accepted again what it is. Why I'm here now and again reminded its all coming all of my blessings for all of the tears I cried and pain I felt. I'm walking in the blessing now. I wake in it. I'm
Shining in it. Knowing the best is yet to come.















- Michelle :)

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Tea & Time

I'm still here. Time gets away from me... Seems like the only posting I do lately is in Instagram. I love the app. The photo sharing. It's a little bit of blogging don't ya think?







- Michelle :)